Proud goth, ex DJ and music reviewer

Classical music is probably not something many think about, or they think that it is only the rock and roll life for them. However, it pervades our world, often taking us on adventures without our even knowing. Television shows, advertising, and importantly, movies often use classical music to sway our emotions. That is the power of this style of music. Secluded away in a Western Australian monastery, Father Robert Nixon, a Benedictine monk and a classically trained pianist, composes and plays his own pieces. Before joining the order, he hailed from the State of Queensland, played in goth bands, and was a concert artist of note.

The album Celestial Void, on the US label, Moon Coil Media, was recorded at the monastery. A beautiful neo-classical platter of piano filled tracks is what you will find within, harkening back to the period of the German piano masters. Thoughtful, expressive, and full of longing that life brings, there is always a darker side and more bewitching with each listen. So, there really isn’t a more interesting person to talk to. I think, than Fr Robert as we delve into the music that he creates, what fuelled his passion for the craft, and what Celestial Void means to him. Ps…. oh my goodness, the man plays Baroque harpsichord….a deep abiding love of this style I have. Fingers crossed for that album maybe one day, but in the meantime, read on.

Welcome Father Robert into the hallowed halls of Onyx.

Many thanks! It is wonderful to be here and share with you and your readers, Adele.

You are a member of the Ordo Sancti Benedicti, also known as the Order of Saint Benedict. What drew you to join a monastic life?

Solitude and the interior side of life have always been important to me, and monastic life is directed towards the cultivation of that. Also, I love old buildings, ancient libraries, etc., which are things we have here in abundance! Of course, monastic life is based on faith, and I was raised a Catholic, so I have the Catholic faith and culture ‘in my blood’- my tastes incline very much towards the Medieval Catholic traditions, which are preserved in monastic life. We are really directed towards helping people on their own individual spiritual journeys and discovering their own path to truth and peace.

You live at the New Norcia Monastery, which is situated in Western Australia. Do you enjoy the solitude or with the age of modern technology, do you find yourself very connected to the world?

We are a little isolated from the world, and deliberately so- although visitors and guests are always welcome here. Of course, it is impossible to do very much at all without the aid of technology, so we stay connected, to some extent. But things like Instagram and Twitter, which probably a lot of people take for granted, are not a part of our life.

Before becoming a man of the cloth, you had previously mentioned to me that you came from Brisbane and were well acquainted with the term ‘swampy’, which is what goths in Queensland were called originally. How were you involved in the music scene back then?

Yes, indeed! I am not sure if that term is particular to Queensland, or even if it is still in use…In fact, I am from the northern part of Queensland (Townsville). Sure, I’ve been involved in music since the late 80’s, and so the music of Sisters of Mercy, The Cult, Bauhaus, and The Cure influenced me from a pretty young age, as did bands of other styles, like The Misfits, Danzig, and Bathory and all the interesting stuff that began to emerge in the late 80’s. This was all a source of inspiration, feeding into the classical music I was studying.

I started playing music (learning classical piano) when I was about 9, and then got my first professional performing job as a pianist in a French restaurant when I was 16.

The Benedictine monks are world renown for their involvement in music, with it being incorporated into prayer and mass, as well as widely circulated recordings of Gregorian Chants often written by the monks themselves. Is this something that drew you to the Order and obviously brings you a lot of joy?

I love traditional Gregorian chant (if it is well sung), and one of my roles here is directing music for liturgy. The harmonies and melodic formations in Gregorian chant are often very similar to those found in the darker genres of music. And playing our wonderful pipe organ brings me great joy!

Where did you learn to play piano? Are you self-taught, or were you classically trained?

I had lessons in the usual way, but (unlike most music students) I loved practicing because it was like a refuge for me and a way to create and to express myself. I studied composition and performance at university after I left school and travelled a bit to do more studies. I specialized in harpsichord, especially French baroque music, which is something I love, but don’t have much opportunity to do these days… I was active as a concert pianist for a while (and still am, in a way), and teacher of music in secondary and tertiary institutions. But then I felt called to seek a kind of higher truth through becoming a monk – but (luckily for me) music has continued to be the cornerstone of my life.

You signed to the label Moon Coil Media in the USA, which is run by William Zimmerman. I actually knew he was in negotiations with you because he was just so excited (but I was sworn to secrecy). What has this relationship and friendship meant for you?

William Zimmerman of Moon Coil Media is a fantastic guy, and very understanding of different genres and music. A lot of people had been asking me to put out a CD of my compositions, but I was keen to reach an audience beyond the usual boundaries of who would usually listen to my music, so I knew I had to work with a label that crossed boundaries.

We now come to the album “Celestial Void”. Most of the tracks are original compositions, apart from one Chopin piece. Do you find it easy writing instrumental pieces, or is it a bit of an arduous process at times?

I find a great joy in writing music, and feel that I am not actually ‘writing’ at all, but just channelling the music, which is perpetually flowing through the universe and through the heart. What I love about composing instrumental music is that you can express your feelings and thoughts completely, without spelling them out in words. This means you can say literally anything, even things you would never dare to say in words, so composing instrumental music is very liberating.

Each track seems to paint a vista of emotions, varying from quiet contemplation through to wistful sorrow. Do you feel that the classical form of music has this power to tune into the human psyche, more so than other forms?

Definitely. All forms and genres of music tap into something in the human heart, but possibly classical music can do that most profoundly and universally. I try to achieve an idiom which is not bound by time, and doesn’t immediately identify itself with a particular point in history, either the present or the past.

All of the album was recorded by you in the monastery. Did you find this difficult to accomplish as far as getting the right sound?

Yes, getting the right sound was an immense challenge! In the venue I most like to play in (our church, which is 175 years old), there is an unbelievably rich reverb. Playing live, this is fantastic, but when recording, it can make everything sound like a blur.

The album was mastered by Sean Beasley and the beautiful artwork created by Greg Rolfe. You must have been pretty pleased with how it all came together…..

Yes, Sean is a genius as far as the sound is concerned and was unbelievably diligent – he is a real perfectionist and an artist in sound! And Greg’s artwork is stunningly beautiful.

Do you have any tracks that you particularly love?

I like very much ‘Ode to a Nightingale.’ It’s inspired by the words of a famous poem by Keats. Just as a nightingale is expressing or channeling something complex, deep and beautiful through its song (although there are no words), so I am trying to do in this piece, and my other music.

The Chopin piece you chose is known to be technically difficult to play due to being in C#. Did you see this as a challenge?

To be honest, not really. Because I spent so many years practicing piano for about 4-8 hours a day, it wasn’t too much of a challenge technically. Paradoxically, I’m more comfortable playing difficult pieces than easy ones…

When I listen to the album, I hear the influences of the German piano masters such as Liszt, Richard Strauss, and, of course, Chopin. Have they been large influences on your style?

For sure. I am totally immersed in the idiom of Chopin and Liszt, from performing them so much, so that they almost seem like old friends to me. There is something timeless about the music and literature of the 19th century, and also something which seems to be deeply relevant to our own times.

Father Robert, you are well versed in Latin, so I am curious as to reasoning behind the tracks with Latin titles and do you find the Latin far more descriptive?

Somehow, the titles seems to work best in Latin, which is a beautiful and rich language. One single word in Latin can have several meaning and connotations, and it has a beautiful sonority.

For you, what are some of the themes covered by “Celestial Void”?

The album “Celestial Void” focuses on the theme of the longing for the transcendent or what lies beyond us. As a Catholic priest, I would tend to call this a “longing for God,” but it’s a human reality which is the experienced by people who don’t like to use that language or don’t believe in God. Anyway, this “Celestial Void” is a void because it surpasses all characteristics and limitations and names. Of course, other themes represented in the album are love, pain, and solitude, which are eternal and universal themes.

In your youth, what bands drew you to getting into music?

I listened to a wide variety of stuff, but mostly tending towards a dark aesthetic. So, I loved the melody, emotion, and elegance of bands like Sisters of Mercy, the Cure, Lacrimosa, etc. but also loved the imagination and musical skill of Kreator, Merciful Fate, and so forth. In the early 90’s there was a whole spread of new sonorities and approaches (with Emperor, Burzum, and similar artists just appearing), which was when I became acquainted also with the more experimental forms of classical music (through people like Stockhausen and Boulez), as well the work of minimalist composers like Philip Glass. As I become older, the music I compose and perform has become simpler and gentler.

Are there any modern bands you listen to now?

There are such a multitude of creative artists that it is almost impossible to name them. But I will definitely be paying close attention to what comes forth through Moon Coil Media!

If you were allowed to go anywhere in the world in order to record, i.e. basilica, studio, or auditorium, where would you go?

I would love to record at the monastery at Subiaco, in Italy. That’s were the founder of our order of monks, St. Benedict, first fled from the world to live as hermit in a cave. Today, there’s an ancient monastery there, set on the slopes of a steep mountain. It would be a place alive with mystical energy!

What is next for Father Robert Nixon OSB?

I’m keen to continue to use music to express myself, and contribute to the unfolding of the beauty of creation- not so much to use it to push my own Catholic faith, but to explore the spiritual and inner dimension of life, which are the true essence of the human condition. I’ve often thought about collaborating with a singer and lyric writer, so that’s something I’m hoping to do one day!

Thanks ever so much for taking the time to talk to us.

Thank you!

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Have you ever sat, watching the sky in the dark, taking in the celestial bodies, through the substratosphere? Los Angeles darkwave band, The Sea At Midnight, have released the single, “Atmosphere“.

The vocals are tantalising, peaking your interest with the delicate bass, reined in drums and tinkling guitar. There are swells where the music lets loose, floating in the confines of a vehicle, no longer under control, but rather left to the whim of chance.

The production and mixing is by Chris King, the mastering was done by Patrick Hills at Earthtone Recording Company, while lilting saxophone was provided by Tony Bevilacqua. When you hear such tracks, you can’t help but be taken back to the original spaceman, Bowie’sMajor Tom“. A tale of leaving the Earth and floating in the unknown and boundless expanse of the heavens. “Atmosphere” is a tasty post-punk treat from The Sea At Midnight.

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I have been assured that the New Zealand band, After The Flesh, is not named after the My Life With The Thrill Kill Cult track, though that track still lurks in the back of my mind. This four piece, from Wellington, have been around since 2019, and their Bandcamp page also contains demo versions but released their debut, self-titled EP in May.

After The Flesh comprises the talents of Slovenian-born vocalist and keyboardist Maruša Sagadin (“Marusha”); veteran local bassist Duncan Nairn; guitarist and vocalist Alec Morris; and drummer Sam Leamy‘. – UTM Music

There is a languid melancholy within “Cold Glory“. The bass is the main instrument of focus, with the jangling guitar and synths backing up. The vocals are intertwined, sinuous, and reaching for the starry skies. “Changeling” has an electronic funk, with off beat syncopation, leaving you feeling unsure and out of step. The idea that one never really changes, as what we are, is always inside us. The track, “Perpetual Midnight“, was originally released as a single in 2021 and has been updated for the EP. It hangs in the air, delicate and sensual, the perfect balance of sorrow versus uplifting. The last song is the ode to love called “Daisychain“. The track builds on the premise that when the significant other has left, there is only bleak loneliness. There is an uncluttered feeling throughout that is saturated in want and resignation.

I really enjoyed the vocal harmonisations within the tracks, playing between female and male, capturing your ears.. The mixing by Bryan Tabuteau is glorious and subtle, allowing each voice and instrument to be heard. So, After The Flesh is a beautiful thing to hear, and the group are growing into their sound, with sonorous and lugubrious gothic melodies.

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The lads from the Gold Coast hinterland are back with a new single. Which lads do we speak about? Why the Aussie duo, Atticus Chimps, and the track “Eyes Speak“.

Grungy, and almost Black Sabbath inspired riffs, the rock and roll is laid down nice and tasty. Have you had fun with me?, is the chorus that plays through your head, in a not so playful jibe at the powers that be.

Eyes Speak” is this really nice thumping, meaty chunk of heavier boogie rock’n’roll, nice and tasty, proving that Atticus Chimps have the ability and talent, when it comes to changing up their sound.

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Space Exploitation | Atticus Chimps (bandcamp.com)

German industrial project Neon Insect has released another single as of May, with the title “Implant“. Nils Sinatsch is Neon Insect, whose forte is delving into a cyber-punk future of apocalyptic proportions.

The flesh screams in defiance as the cybernetic additions consume the body, taking away pain and everything else that makes a human feel. Nils‘ gruff vocals are the programmes and nano bots seeking to assume control, as they pulsate through their victim,

It starts with a few changes of enhancement, until the machines decides mankind is frail and prone to breaking. The road to human race’s doom seems to be paved in the industrial dance rhythms of Neon Insect and his “Implant“.

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Back in 2020, we covered the release of the album Prepare For A Nightmare by Norwegian post-punk band Mayflower Madame, They have now re-released their second full length album as a deluxe version, on Only Lovers Records, with five new tracks included. In celebration, Mayflower Madame have dropped the single “Dresden“.

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The wandering guitars echo and plunge, for going out on this night might change your life forever, whether that is for your betterment or walking into disaster. The vocals are lethargic and almost unenthusiastic, like the singer knows the future, like a fortune teller, and there is a portent of gloom, especially if you take into account, Dresden burnt to the ground in WW2..

The accompanying video for “Dresden“, is a collection of noir, mostly silent films, cut together in a lovely montage of breathtakingly porcelain females. The signature psychedelic guitars are present and the synths have created an eerie background, held together with the drums and bass. Post-punk from Norway is alive and kicking with Mayflower Madame at the fore.

Prepared for a Nightmare (Deluxe Version) | Mayflower Madame (bandcamp.com)

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Some music projects go on hiatus, but they never truly go away. After twenty years, DC Astro and Martha A. Hoffmann, have breathed new life into their electronic/darkwave band Deep Red, and what better way to celebrate this than with the release of a new single, “Battle Lines” which features Element 104.

The low tones are heavy and bass driven, giving the track a voluminous depth, and a long with the rhythm hurtle this track forward. Hoffmann’s vocals range from whispered to clear and true, just as the synths chime out and spin about a relationship gone sour, and the fight to be able to walk away from other person.

In 2002, the album Chimera was released, which has the original version of “Battle Lines” on it. I can hear why they wanted to, in a way, resurrect this track and give it another run, modernising it. A note of interest is that the mastering was done by Doruk Öztürkcan of She Past Away fame. The over all feel of “Battle Lines” is a big break through track bound for the dance floor, which will ensure we will be hearing more from Deep Red.

Battle Lines | Deep Red featuring Element 104 | Deep Red (bandcamp.com)

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The first half of the year has seen a lot of really great new darkwave albums, and this includes, Crystalline, the latest from Norwegian Karl Morten Dahl, also known as Antipole and Brit Paris Alexander. This album is now out on the Young & Cold Records label with it being recorded between the UK and Norway, and the production, mixing and mastered by Alexander at his Blue Door Studio.

The album starts with “Perceptions“, which is one of three singles and it is a smooth affair between the synths and Alexander’s vocals, raising your heartbeat with anticipation with the rising guitar. “Nightshade” has been known to kill, yet the solemn delicacy of this track might make you want to live just that little bit longer so you might be able to hear “Bleached“, another single. Bleak and creeping with sorrow, but yet you cannot but be mesmerised by the sensual vocals and dirty electronic bass.

The desolate lushness of “Disjointed” brings a delicateness that sets you up for the third single, “Midnight Shadows“, where you can almost feel the spirits are reaching out to you through the echoing and enticing whispers. that draw spectral fingers up your skin, catching your breath. The rhythms knock away and the guitar draws you into its embrace as you share with Alexander, his hope and anguish in “Marble“.

We find ourselves at the gently flowing “Infractions“, bathing in its warm heart. The track has a Johnny Marr glazing with a pop sensibility. The final track is the sublimely elegant “Sentiments” with the low bass electronics balanced by the both the sweet guitar work and high end synths.

The production of the album is clean and so fluid, making it almost ethereal, and yet the tracks will also guide your feet to the dance floor. Paris Alexander’s vocals truly convey a lot of emotion, sometimes bordering on dark seduction, while Karl Morten Dahl’s playing in this conjures reminders of Robert Smith’s tantalising guitar prowess and form. Each track is devastatingly beautiful, unveiling the never ending cycle of the dark versus the light, with hints of all the shades of grey in between, as Antipole & Paris Alexander take you to the places that yesterday’s ghosts still haunt, in perfect Crystalline.

Crystalline | Antipole & Paris Alexander | Antipole (bandcamp.com)

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From sun drenched Florida, Violet Silhouette are back with a new single, titled “Strange Wind“. This single is off the soon to be released EP Feverblue, which is the follow-up to the 2021 EP, SEMI-PERMANENTDEREALIZATION.

The metronome drum beats are twinned with the extruded electronics reverberating, which are joined by a classic post-punk heavy bass. The clean guitar breaks through, which heralds a burst of joyous, danceable sound. The vocals complete the booming shivers down the spine, as the music runs circles around your pleasure centres.

Longing and need are palpable in this track, along with the cascading layers of instrumentation. Violet Silhouette has mixed post-punk with both industrial dance and dark pop to give us the sublime “Strange Wind“.

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The wizard of techno-industrial dance, Simon Carter, is inviting you to join your weird brothers and sisters in the mystical coven through the latest EP, Initiation. Released at the end of May, Simon has said that these four tracks were cut from the up coming 2nd album with collaborator Fabsi, because they didn’t quite fit the overall sound but gelled well together for the EP.

The curtain raiser is “Seher (Initiation Countdown),” a call to the floor for all the warriors of dance and a taste of what is to come. There is a mixture of psytrance with EBM in “Hexennacht Rave” that interchanges, giving the track ebb and flow, building the energy, bewitching your senses. Big bass beats wub into your chest cavity, cut by the voice speaking at you about reality versus dreams, and you are waiting for your next techno hit in “Dancefloor Delusion.” The last track, “The Magic Coven (Welcome To the Coven),” is slower and pulsating with power, hypnotic suggestion from Carter’s deep spoken words, that you join the witches circle.

May black cats and bats fill your dreams while Carter fills your ears with techno delights of the strange kind, bidding you to indulge in the Saint Vitus dance macabre. Welcome to the Initiation.

Initiation | Simon Carter (bandcamp.com)

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